Internet Devotions: Choice Shaped - Luke 22:4

Luke 22:4 And Judas went to the chief priests and the officers of the temple guard and discussed with them how he might betray Jesus. 

At one time, I used to feel sorry for Judas because I felt that he was given an unfair deal. However, the older I get the more that I realize that we are all shaped by the decisions we make. Sometimes there are circumstances out with our control, but for most of us living in the West, what we are is largely the result of our own choosing.

Looking at this passage (Luke 22:1-6), one quickly understands that Judas is under no pressure to betray Jesus. The clerics don’t even lobby or search for someone to help them; Judas turns up on his own because he has decided Christ needs to be halted. This is why I don’t feel sorry for him – he chooses to send an innocent man to his death and makes some money on the side. It’s a despicable act and one through which his infamous name still conveys obscene treachery.

I guess it’s also easy for all of us to point the finger at Judas and condemn him for his foul deed. Perhaps the true lesson to be learned from all of this is more of a self-reflection rather than an act of judgment. Judas’ act should make us all question the sinful and selfish decisions that we make in our own lives. Ultimately, as with Judas, those choices will also affect our salvation.

Questions for personal reflection

What decisions am I presently making that negatively affect my allegiance to Christ? Do I live to fill my own desires or do I honestly seek to serve Jesus?

Prayer:            Lord Jesus, we hope that we would never betray You with our choices, or separate ourselves from You with our deeds. Keep us from taking You for granted and help us to make better choices that will please You each and every day. In Your Holy Name, we pray. Amen.

John Stuart is the pastor of Erin Presbyterian Church in Knoxville, Tennessee. If you would like to comment on today’s message, please send him an email to Traqair@aol.com.

Today’s image is one of John’s latest drawings. It’s called “Carousel Pony” and features a white hobby horse on a carousel. If you would like to view a larger version, please click on the following link: http://farm9.staticflickr.com/8474/8114375541_4e793a998c_b.jpg

Holy Week Devotions: Just Like Us - Proverbs 12:21

Proverbs 12:21           No harm befalls the righteous, but the wicked have their fill of trouble.

Today’s verse from Proverbs expresses a religious idea that was prevalent in Old Testament times: the good are blessed by God; those who are evil befall all kinds of disaster.

During Holy Week, we are constantly reminded that this is not true. Christ, who was entirely good, was not protected from the pain and ignominy, suffering and shame that He endured. Instead, because He was all good, He was humiliated and wounded, abused and executed, tortured and sacrificed by people just like us. Had we been there in Jerusalem during Christ’s last week, we would have joined the mob and condemned Him.

On that day of infamy, all manner of harm befell the Righteous One. On that day, the wicked had more than their fill of bloodlust and anger, vengeance and hatred, fanaticism and bigotry.

The question we need to ask ourselves today is this: are we any different from Christ’s abusers, or does this most sacred and holiest of weeks in the year become life changing and truly meaningful to us?

Prayer:                        Lord Jesus, help us to take time out from the busy-ness of our tight schedules and lay aside a worthy portion of our time to think about You, Holy Week, Good Friday and Easter. Keep us from being distracted and enable us to remain focused on You. In Your Holy Name, we humbly pray. Amen.

John Stuart is currently the pastor of Erin Presbyterian Church in Knoxville, Tennessee. If you would like to comment or ask questions of today’s message, please send him an email to pastor@erinpresbyterian.org.

Today’s image is one of John’s latest Holy Week drawings. It’s called “New Day” and is a Maundy Thursday/Easter sunrise picture. If you would like to see a larger version of this, please visit the following link: http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5223/5622811365_440f59a85b_b.jpg

Holy Week Devotions: My Last Easter - Hebrews 3:10-11

Hebrews 3:10-11 That is why I was angry with that generation, and I said, 'Their hearts are always going astray, and they have not known my ways.' So I declared on oath in my anger, 'They shall never enter my rest.' 

If this was my last Easter, what would I preach?

That’s a question that has been on my heart for several days. After all these years of preaching the Gospel and celebrating Easters in my life, I wonder how different my words would be on Easter morning if I knew that this will be my last time to preach the Resurrection message?

I think I would have to begin with the Cross and tell it like it was and is. I would have to tell people that they take Jesus for granted and cheapen His grace. I would have to say that without coming to the Cross, there is no way of getting into heaven. We cannot bypass it. We cannot ignore it. We cannot set the Crucified Christ aside and depend upon our own good deeds, good thoughts and good words.

I would have to say that without repenting and changing our ways, we cannot be restored to God’s love. We may want the glory of heaven, but all that we will receive is the agony of hell. I would preach that Christians are not people who seek to be popular, but who are constantly in conflict with the world.

I would preach that we are sinners who are saved by grace, but that grace does not give us the divine right to do what we want. I would say that when Jesus calls us to love one another, He is not talking about tolerance but about a love that is deeper and infinitely more than that. Real love is having the courage to tell those we love dearest to change their ways or be estranged from God forever.

If this was my last Easter, I would preach that the Church is following a foolish path and that our leaders are taking the people, especially those who are young and impressionable, astray. I would prophetically preach that this generation will incur God’s wrath, as unpopular and as bigoted as that sounds to many people, and that if they continue to walk into the dark and desolate wilderness, they will never enter into God’s rest. I would preach all that and more besides, if I knew this was my last Easter.

But perhaps this may not be my last Easter; perhaps instead, this is your last Easter.

Prayer:             Lord Jesus, help us! Amen.

John Stuart is currently the pastor of Erin Presbyterian Church in Knoxville, Tennessee. If you would like to comment or ask questions of today’s message, please send him an email to pastor@erinpresbyterian.org.

Today’s image is called “Easter Window.” It’s based upon four past Holy Week drawings that John has created. If you would like to view a larger version, please click on the following link: http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2731/4488477264_e51768963d_o.jpg

Maundy Thursday Devotional - Traitors Anonymous

Psalm 55: 20-21 My companion attacks his friends; he violates his covenant. His speech is smooth as butter, yet war is in his heart; his words are more soothing than oil, yet they are drawn swords.

Every Maundy Thursday, I end up asking myself the same question: why did Jesus choose Judas to be one of his disciples? Couldn’t Christ, with all of His divine knowledge, have chosen a better person? After all, Judas was a weasel, who robbed from the ministry funds, disparaged other people, and whose name “Iscariot” – the dagger – aptly fits someone who will stab you in the back.

Jesus must have known what kind of unsavory character Judas was and yet He still picked him to be one of the Twelve. We know about how Jesus called the fishermen Peter and Andrew, James and John; we’ve heard about Matthew being called as he was gathering taxes for the Romans; we can read about Philip bringing Nathanael to Jesus in the Gospel of John; but what we don’t know is how Jesus called Judas personally, and what, where, when, and why were the circumstances.

It’s a puzzle and maybe because Judas turned out to be such a despicable traitor, his calling story wasn’t worth mentioning in the Gospels. But whatever happened, Jesus still called Judas to be one of the most important small religious groups ever to be established in the history of the world.

I don’t think that Jesus chose Judas because He needed someone to betray Him in order to be crucified. There had to be some sort of zeal, faith, and sincerity that Christ initially saw in Judas. He allowed him to be part of His ministry team for three years, so whatever Judas did before the last week of Christ’s life, it must have been valuable to Jesus.

In this country, when we think of traitors, the name “Benedict Arnold” usually springs to mind. We remember his deceit and disloyalty, his betrayal of Washington’s confidence and embarrassment to the cause for Independence. But we should also remember that before his treacherous act, Benedict Arnold was successful commander in Washington’s Army. He was a valued officer in the Continental Army.

So could Judas have been a worthy team member of Christ’s exclusive group? Was he a great teacher or preacher? Was Judas an organizer and administrator? Was he, in fact, dependable up until the last few weeks of Christ’s life? You would think that if Judas was such a low-down, lying and cheating, irredeemable rogue and scurrilous reprobate, Jesus would have thrown him off the team. After all, Christ wasn’t afraid to confront sinners with their sins, whether they were outsiders or a part of His entourage.

So what is happening here? Why does the Holy Son of God, anointed to become Savior of the world, healer of the nations, and King of all creation bother with such a louse as Judas? I think the answer can be summed up in one important word: grace. If Jesus could show such grace to an unworthy, unloving, disloyal traitor like Judas, then Christ can also show such grace to sinners like you and me.

Let’s be honest folks, the only reason that we feel sorry for Judas is because he represents every one of us. We all have betrayed Jesus in our lives. We all have done shameful things; we all are greedy and selfish, unfaithful and disloyal. In fact, if we were all to read these stories in the Gospel and replace the name “Judas” for our own, we know that we are quite capable of doing the same despicable things.

Hello. My name is John Stuart and I belong to a group called ‘Traitors Anonymous.’

Prayer: Lord Jesus, we all are guilty of betraying You at times. Sometimes we are embarrassed to say that we are Christians. Sometimes we fail to speak out when we see things that are immoral or wrong. Sometimes we neglect to pray, read our bible, or even worship You each day. Forgive our treacherous hearts and allow us the healing power of Your grace. In Your Holy Name, we humbly pray. Amen.

John Stuart is the pastor of Erin Presbyterian Church in Knoxville, Tennessee.

4 Minute Daily Devotion: Garden of Grace

Matthew 26:50a Jesus replied, "Friend, do what you came for."

Podcast version here

Sometimes when I pray to Jesus, my heart is so full of the many ways in which I have disappointed Him. I’ll remember a harsh word that I’ve recently spoken, or a promise that I’ve cast aside, or even a person that I’ve unintentionally hurt.

I call myself a Christian, but I frequently fail to live up to the high expectations that both the Lord and the world have of His servants. And when my mistakes really burden me, I feel as though I’ve betrayed what Christ should mean to me and I’m sorry for being such a poor example to others.

When I read the story of Judas’ betrayal today, and I reflected upon it, I know that had I been there in the Garden of Gethsemane, I could have walked in Judas’ shoes. His greed and insecurity, his pride and bitterness, his act of betrayal and disloyalty could all have been mine. I feel as though I’ve failed my Lord and I don’t deserve His love.

And then a surprising thing happens: I re-read the scripture and I see an amazing moment of Christ’s grace. He doesn’t condemn Judas, or strike him down dead. Jesus doesn’t convict or judge His betrayer. Instead, He calls Judas “Friend.”

Through this revelation, the grace of God overflows and overwhelms my soul. I can ask for forgiveness and be restored because Christ still calls me, “Friend.” I don’t have to dwell on past disappointments or mistakes. I can come to the Lord humbly and sincerely. I can receive His pardon because He is still willing to accept me as His friend.

Whatever burdens we are carrying; whatever past failures there have been in our lives; whatever mistakes we have made or disappointments that we have created, know this: Jesus can forgive them all because no matter what we have thought, said, or done, He is still wiling to call us “Friend.”

Prayer: Lord Jesus, we all have been Judases in our lives and we are sorry for our sins. Come to us this day and cleanse us of the past. Restore us to Your present favor and lead us towards Your everlasting Kingdom. In Your Holy Name, we humbly pray. Amen.

John Stuart is the pastor of Erin Presbyterian Church in Knoxville, Tennessee. If you would like to comment on today’s message, please send him an email to pastor@erinpresbyterian.org.