Philippians
3:13b-14 Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I
press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has
called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. (NIV)
We all have past regrets which we keep in our hearts, mull
over in our minds, and rekindle in our spirits every now and then. We relive some
personal hurts and disappointments in order to cradle the resentments or offenses
we once felt in our souls. Sometimes we keep visiting those uncomfortable
moments as a means to either torture our spirits or maintain our injured pride.
Whatever the reason, the past can draw us back and chain us to some events that
cannot be changed, no matter how much we try to justify or understand them.
I think the Apostle Paul felt these things, too. He had
major regrets from his past before he became a Christian. He had harassed and hunted
down Christ’s followers in order to rid his faith community of their existence.
He may have had men, women, and children arrested who believed in Christ. He probably
gave evidence against them at their trials and he could also have witnessed
some executions. At the time, he felt justified and his zeal for God blinded him
to the pain and suffering he was inflicting on his prey. When he became a
Christian himself, Paul must have had many regrets which he carried with him
for the rest of his life.
However, Paul did not wallow in the past or afflict
himself with his mistakes. Instead of looking back, he looked forward to using
the time he had left for the work, mission, and calling that Christ had given
him. He pushed himself onward and saw God’s reward clearly ahead of him. His
goal was to live the rest of his life for Christ’s sake, taking every day as an
opportunity to serve Jesus and fulfill his ministry for him. To do this, he
left the past in the past and strained forward to the glorious future that
awaited him.
Christianity allows us the gift of beginning again.
Christ permits us to let go of the past in order to follow Him faithfully into
the future. Our regrets are absolved and our mistakes are forgiven. We can move
on from what held us back and begin again. This is Christ’s way of freeing us
from our failures and restoring our lives to God. It is a beautiful gift and
one which we can receive today.
Point to ponder
What parts of my past hold me back? Am I willing to
let Christ liberate me from them now?
Prayer: Lord Jesus, You know the struggles we deal
with constantly in our hearts and minds. We ask that You help us to break free
from our past and follow Your path in the future. In Your Holy Name, we pray.
Amen.
John Stuart is the pastor
of Erin Presbyterian Church in
Knoxville, Tennessee. Our Sunday worship service begins at 11:00 AM. Come along
and join us – you will be made most welcome.
Today’s image is one of
John’s latest Pentecost drawings called ‘Spirit Jazz.’ If you would like to
view a larger version, please click this link: Jazz.
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